Christmas Chat!

First of I just want to wish you a very happy christmas and new year, I hope you had a wonderful time with all of your family and friends! Secondly, this is basically inspired by Zoe's book because the blog posts within the book (which I read in a day, and totally love and recommend) really inspired me to write a post that's a bit more chatty and friendly rather than my usual posts. (Which I like to think are professional and carefully written.)

I'm sorry that I didn't finish 'BLOGMAS'  It is really annoying me how it is not finished, but as you know I had a GCSE exam for English (a subject in which I hope to travel down it's career path) and it honestly completely threw me of target. The day before the exam was the first day I did not write a post because I had a complete freak out, crying, screaming, arguing - the fall lot. Then it got to about Eleven that night before I realised (around the time that I had just calmed down) and freaked again and in a total rush wrote a post I was not happy about. When I came to the photo it was dark (due to the AWFUL false lighting) and blurry. I was about to post it (please note I was still crying) when I decided to read the previous few posts, (I don't know why, but you know where your in that crying stage where nothing makes sense anymore so you pretty much do anything? Just me? Okay, anyway I was in that stage so reading my old posts seemed like a good idea..) and I read my post about blogging tips, and secrets. I then read about the part where I mention needing a break and realised that I'm not even sticking to my own advice. It was then that I realised I didn't need to finish BLOGMAS (although I really want to) because I don't want to write and upload posts on my blog that are lacking or one's that I'm not happy with - I want my blog to be filled with posts that I'm happy about. Long story short, I think I need a break. Not a long one, just until around January (after my holiday) I wanted to let you know so that you know I'm not abandoning my blog! I think I need a break so I can come back even better, refreshed and re - energised.

I also wanted to let you know that I am properly contemplating youtube now, I feel like there are more reasons to do it than reasons not to. I just thought that you guys should know that I am now planning on starting in February, depending on the response I get from you guys! Youtube is something I've wanted to do for so long, but I've been held back due to my self confidence but if I don't do it now I feel like it will be a missed opportunity and I'll regret it. But sometimes you have to brave your fears to realise how there not so scary after all. That's one of my new years resolution - to brave my fears. Most of my fears (bar snakes) are not material objects or animals but rather ideas.. Talking in public, being in large crowds, parties, etc. I'd love to know your new years resolutions and fears! Let me know in the comments below!

Okay, that was all I wanted to talk to you about! Oh,and all the posts that were planned for blogmas shall still be posted just will not be classed as 'BLOGMAS' anymore! I hope you all had an absolutely amazing christmas! Lots of Love, Daisy x